sâmbătă, 15 mai 2010
sâmbătă, 24 aprilie 2010
Here we go.Since last time I gave you a part of me,my sky became brighter.
I was happy for so long that I even forgot what anger means.Yesterday I remembered but someone,that someone that always makes me laugh,came to me.:DAnd I'm feeling good...But still I do not harm myself with undisclosed desires and hopes,I try to chill the flames I burn in.
To make another comparation,the human spirit(enthuziasm,feelings) is just like a flame.It is made to burn and bring light the world,then turns of.Sometimes it manages to bring heat too,and then we seem to die happy,though we do not shine anymore.
and now burn with me.We shall put so much passion in the simple action of living that we will turn into suns.We will become stars.
I was happy for so long that I even forgot what anger means.Yesterday I remembered but someone,that someone that always makes me laugh,came to me.:DAnd I'm feeling good...But still I do not harm myself with undisclosed desires and hopes,I try to chill the flames I burn in.
To make another comparation,the human spirit(enthuziasm,feelings) is just like a flame.It is made to burn and bring light the world,then turns of.Sometimes it manages to bring heat too,and then we seem to die happy,though we do not shine anymore.
and now burn with me.We shall put so much passion in the simple action of living that we will turn into suns.We will become stars.
marți, 6 aprilie 2010
electricity
I've lived trough days when I stop being my person.I walk out of every reality and just dive into myself,into my real ego,into the real reality behind the social one.It's a feeling each of us has quite often but ignore a lot more often.Still,I feel this too much to let it pass like that.So I try to understand,to get deep into this feeling of contentment that only love is supposed to bring.
Every time I try to deliver myself to you,you don't seem to understand anything.There's something wrong.I try and I try,and my mind keeps working in order to release all the apropriate words.But you don't seem to know this words's meaning as I do.The same language is another language for you.I'm showing you my stuff.You're thinking I'm weird.
I give up.I'm too annoyed and disturbed.Why is it so hard?Why don't you just understand me?Why does everything I am mean nothing to you?Why don't you get it how important these things are?
Than I accidentally look into your eyes and something happens.I forget all these worries.No,they absolutely dissapear,just like they were never there,like they were never real.I feel calm but happy inside,I feel one with the question.The problem is me.Than your eyes are you and they look at me.No,they look in me.I see you and you see me.I see me.And there's no need of words and explanations.
Two hours later I'm on the stairhouse,cleaning.There's music in my ears.And a costant pain of my soul that everything around me is a mess,pieces of energy floting around me so sad...We,the materials,we keep cutting,destroing,taring apart this NOTHING we come from.It's an energy,the universal energy,that exists.Just exists.And we keep cutting this energy into smaller and smaller pieces so we could recognise ourselfs,afraid to loose what we are,our individuality.Love destroys us with its need to unite with the other.When we are in love,we do our best to reach the other's soul and make him/her reach ours.So we keep telling him/her different stuff about us ment to tell the difference that makes us unique.Instead of looking in our lover's eyes,huging him and enjoying that feeling of being there...
Just release.Release who you think you are.You are just a part of IT.Don't be afraid.Nothingness is immortal and happy.Just like heaven.
Cause we are just some electricity caught in ruber cables.If they broke,we are free to loose ourselves in the air and die.We become a part of the ALL.We are.
Every time I try to deliver myself to you,you don't seem to understand anything.There's something wrong.I try and I try,and my mind keeps working in order to release all the apropriate words.But you don't seem to know this words's meaning as I do.The same language is another language for you.I'm showing you my stuff.You're thinking I'm weird.
I give up.I'm too annoyed and disturbed.Why is it so hard?Why don't you just understand me?Why does everything I am mean nothing to you?Why don't you get it how important these things are?
Than I accidentally look into your eyes and something happens.I forget all these worries.No,they absolutely dissapear,just like they were never there,like they were never real.I feel calm but happy inside,I feel one with the question.The problem is me.Than your eyes are you and they look at me.No,they look in me.I see you and you see me.I see me.And there's no need of words and explanations.
Two hours later I'm on the stairhouse,cleaning.There's music in my ears.And a costant pain of my soul that everything around me is a mess,pieces of energy floting around me so sad...We,the materials,we keep cutting,destroing,taring apart this NOTHING we come from.It's an energy,the universal energy,that exists.Just exists.And we keep cutting this energy into smaller and smaller pieces so we could recognise ourselfs,afraid to loose what we are,our individuality.Love destroys us with its need to unite with the other.When we are in love,we do our best to reach the other's soul and make him/her reach ours.So we keep telling him/her different stuff about us ment to tell the difference that makes us unique.Instead of looking in our lover's eyes,huging him and enjoying that feeling of being there...
Just release.Release who you think you are.You are just a part of IT.Don't be afraid.Nothingness is immortal and happy.Just like heaven.
Cause we are just some electricity caught in ruber cables.If they broke,we are free to loose ourselves in the air and die.We become a part of the ALL.We are.
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